The Brotherhood Exists

I always knew it must, somewhere, somehow. I knew O'Brien had to be a part of it. I can be a part of it, now, and Julia can, too. We can make a difference for the couples like us in the future. It will be a wonderful adventure and we can do our part. I can't describe my emotions from the moment O'Brien approached me to now. I look forward to actually joining, but at the same time I feel trepidation and horror at the risk that I wish to take. It is such folly to actually join and creep ever closer to death, but I am so enamored with the very idea of taking part. I am sure we can and will do it, but what of the danger? What of the awful foreboding I feel deep inside me?